I am even wondering why I even bother doing this. It must be because I am selfish person and I want to say my feelings. I really have been doing nothing besides writting on fanfiction and thats it. The problem is that I want to write about myself. Just get down in words what I am feeling. even if nobody reads it.
Lately I feel so alone and I just want someone to love. I need someone to talk to that I know is listening. Currently I am watching Julie and Julia which is what brought me back to blogging. I think I started this blog when I was about to start 6th grade or during 6th grade. Now I am about to set foot into High School.
I know it should be rather scary but I am only excited. I just got my locker and my schedule and it is amazing to go to a new school and meet new people. I just can't stop wondering if I am going to find a real boyfriend my freshman year. I don't know how much longer I can handle being alone. You would understand how I feel if you had a sister deeply in love with possibly the most anooying person ever.
Its just been a hard road and I need Glee back. It made me so happy and now its gone.
Until Next Time
-TheRandomNewby
